I miss her so much. She said she changed and a part of her died when her mom died.


She just texted me now at 5:46 a.m. to say she was going to take a bath and eat something and that she was exhausted.

I've been awake for 1 1/2 hours already just thinking about the nice loving things she wrote about me and us just 3 months before her mom got sick.

I replied to her text that i was just thinking about her and asked why she was exhausted.

I resisted saying that i miss her though, but was me saying that i was just thinking about her the same thing and if so, was that a mistake?


Me, 55 W, 36
T, 10 yrs
S-9
M, 8 yrs
1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa
2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa
W, AA relapse early 2009-Current
W moved out 2-16-2012
New OM 5-2012