jks, this is so terrible to read about. i've felt like that, too. it's agony, pure and simple. i'm so, so sorry for you. i feel your misery. i wish there were something i could say to make you feel better but i think we just have to get through it. we have to decide that it's really over and there's nothing more we can do.

that's the only way i could move forward.

get all your crying out and then start planning. you may not have a future as your H's wife but, you do have a future and you will be happy again.

xoxo

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing