H is leaving again today. WTH! He's off to the city near us and will be staying there for the week, then come home, then off to Mexico again. He wants to get the house sold, and I think that's why he came home ... to get some stuff finished on the house. I don't think he's feeling insecure ... well, he's not acting that way. It's difficult to gauge his feelings ... always has been. If we sell the house, it would have to be before the end of the year. As I said before, I won't have time to be keeping things neat and tidy for showings ... I'll have 5 courses next year, and will barely have time to breathe.
I don't know why, but I have this gut feeling that he is manipulating me, somehow. Can't tell where or how. And, I also think he wants to get all this part of his life over. I think he thinks this is part of his stress. Sad, because home is where you can relax, if you allow yourself to do. Well, maybe there's OW on the scene, whose directing him.
Just something in the wind ....
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
