Slightly hopeful optimist..

[Just A Guy]

I don't feel as alone today. W did a touch and go on me last night and I didn't respond as I normally would have which would have been to try and hold onto the contact as long as I could. Instead I let her put her hand on my chest and say good night and left it at that.

I feel like I need to find more friends in the area because I am still spending too much time with W home together. I love the time we have but I know it's not the helping. Still trying to get a grip on why I did nothing for the past year and a half as I knew we were not recovered from that first bomb....