Hi NASCARDaddy, not that I don't understand your feelings towards your W - but in my view you still have a way to go regarding detachment. Your thoughts circle around the question whether your W will come back or not, what she wants and what not. Stop it. Live your own life. Be proud of your work. Enjoy your kids in the little spare time you have. W and M are a thing of the past. Do you think a successful NASCAR driver wins by constantly watching the rear mirror? Look ahead, drive your own best course. If W wants to join you at some time in the future - fine. If not - it should be fine for your, too. Drive your own race. Good luck.
