No kidding,thank you so much Carnac. Your thoughtful post means a lot and I appreciate your prayers. Went out with some good friends last night. Lived it up, laughed a lot and got my mind off my sitch, I had a great time. Moving a bit slow today but that’s ok.

One of my friends told me I should move on. He feels the views I have on my marriage are holding me back in life. It’s ok that he feels this way; he just thinks it would make me happier or something. I disagree with him because I am not done fighting and I am becoming a better person.

W called and left me a vm yesterday. The message was very different then most messages I receive from her. First off, she had a much friendly tone in her voice. She called for a couple reasons. She wanted to confirm that I will have the kids this Sunday. She said that when she drops the kids off she wants to cut some of the flowers growing in my yard and she wants to say hi to our dog. I will try not to read into it too much. I know she likes flowers and our dog but this is still out of the ordinary to hear from her.

My prayers are with my DB family and I want to give a big thank you for your support.