WAW Spouce wife says she is not in love with me.

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Thanks A.S it is a frustrating place to be. Its funny I talk with women friends that I know who are married and they have one view and how I need to get out to bars and such. Then I have a really good friend who I talk to about this. He lives in LA knows both my W and I pretty well. He doesn't understand and thinks she will get her head out of her a$$ and figure it out one day.
As for dating I don't know what women want now. Especially the age range I am looking at. Both friends I spoke of said the same thing that I came up with. Women now are jaded from their previous relationships and don't think there are actually nice guys out there. I even got that from a woman I was emailing on a dating site and we were talking back and forth today. She told me I am not her type but we kind of got friendly. She said it too me that she doesn't trust men. Her exH beat her and abused her. Its sad really.

Today my ex and I planned our sons 7th bday party. We are doing it together 1 to save money 2 because he deserves both his parents to be with him. AGAIN I am being the bigger man and she asked me if OM niece and nephew can come as well as OM. We are not divorced and she wants to bring him. She asked if I would be uncomfortable. I said yes it will be uncomfortable it is what it is and all that BS. But I will get over it most important person that day is my son. So I will handle it with kid gloves. I know I will have friends and family there to prevent me from doing anything. But yet again in front of family and friends I am the bigger better man that my parents raised.
I still wonder how she will handle when I am in a relationship and not have me as a back up.
Or when I buy a home. Which she keeps asking about. She did try to get me to rent a place close by but the cost was way out there.