W called and asked me to join her and her boys for sushi. She even paid:-) It was a nice time and when we got home i said thank you and headed home. Was going to go out but decided to stay in and just relax. Learning to enjoy the peace and having time to myself.
I think this last round has helped me better understand what she needs and has helped me let go a little. Kind of comforting knowing no matter what happens i will be ok. Still have hope, just learning to stop having expectations and trying to control everything.
M-45 W-44 2D - 11&13 2SS - 11&17 Married 10/10/10 Bomb 3/5/12 Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12 Back together 9/12 Seperated 6/13 Divorce Final 11/13/13