I wanted to wish you a happy anniversary. I too spent my 10 year anniversary back in June in sadness and tears. It was a difficult day.
Think of it this way... I bet you have had a lot of anxiety about today. Wondering what H would do or say. Wondering how he would react to your card. Wondering if you should have even gotten him a card, or if you wrote the right things in it.
You can stop wondering. Take a deep breath. The day is almost over. And you survived.
It may not have been pretty at times, but you made it through.
I understand that it hurts to think this is how you will remember your 10 year anniversary. But think of it this way...If in the future you are reconciled and happy... Because you chose to stand for your M and love your H in his darkest hour... And you have years of happy anniversaries...
Does this one matter in the end?
Stay strong. You can do it.
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
