All I've been doing is thinking...and attempting to keep some physical distance from H this week. If we can make it through the weekend, it'll be a week since our last "hook up".
He is considering more and more being single for awhile...He misses the life he had late-spring...before OW and before my change of heart...lots of time with friends, more social, exercising, happy & at peace.
He said he's seen me, more than anyone else in his circle of friends within the past 2 weeks. That makes me happy & sad.
Speaking of friends, H told 2 more of his friends yesterday about the whole sitch - well, most of the story...Widening the 'trusted' circle...maybe testing the waters...Trying hard to NOT read too much into that!
It's already been 5 weeks since I told him that I want us to work on our M...that I'm ready to take my part of the blame for the troubles...that I am willing to do the work! I am in this for the long-haul, but does time ever move slowly in limbo?!?
Weird day today on a personal front too - worse because I'm over-emotional. One friend announces she is ready to leave her H while another announces her engagement - and asks me to be matron of honor!
