I am ticked off too, but i want to become a better person, so that is 2 reason i am here.
Anger and chaotic thinking has not made me improve, so i am trying a different approach with brutally honest slaps from members here. Reading the book BEFORE posting here, usually works best. IF you found this site before you found the book(s), so be it.
But please read one of them. It's easier for US to help you and not have to explain "cheeseless tunnels" and LRT and going dark and a 100 other concepts if you read the book AND understand it AND accept it as the approach you are going to use.
It has been 3 years and what i have thought and tried have not worked, so i am turning it over to others advice who seem to have a clearer perspective. I noticed you have not answered the questions asked of you on your thread, though you said you wanted to...so how are you?
NO hijack meant Kevin...AITL, I'll check your thread later. Take care!
Good luck on discovering what you want and determining the right path to achieve that goal.
Ed
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016