That's the thing... sometimes I feel like I'm just saying the right things, not really living them. I question myself (more recently) on why I'm still here. I don't want to say waiting because I don't feel I'm doing that. I fully believe my H is set on divorcing me. He says it, he is living with someone else, etc.
I guess I just wonder if I could/should be doing more. Like my GAL, is what I'm doing enough? The majority of my time spent outside my home is either working or with my kids. I know much of that is because 90% of the time they are with me. For the most part I truly am a SINGLE mom. I guess I just need to make the most of that time. Connect with the adults who are also with their children at these events.

I don't know, maybe I'm overthinking it and need to give myself a break. I guess sometimes I put too much pressure on myself to be everything to everyone. Maybe what I'm doing now is the best GAL I can do. Something to think about over the weekend.

Thanks AGAIN for listening. Go forth, spread your wisdom to other confused souls! smile

Have a great weekend.


M:45/H43
T:21/M19
D:18
S:11
Bomb:8/10- I'm just not "happy"
H Moves in with mom: 8/10
H Files: 3/11
Now lives with? OW/GF no clue
Nothing finalized...