You guys are seriously the best. Thank you so much. I will continue to stay the course... I'm sure she will reach out at SOME point, and that will be the time. Unfortunately, It won't be when she comes down to pack the rest of her stuff, as I won't be here for that... But I'm sure she'll reach out at some point.

I absolutely can't afford to look weak, much less BE weak. I'm working too hard on myself to sabotage my hard work and revert back to the "old me".

While I love my W very much, I also am learning to love MYSELF, especially the new me i'm working so hard on... I don't want to look in the mirror and see someone who's weak and will put himself into positions to get himself hurt over and over again...

And hell, if she doesn't ever reach out to see what's going on, then it'll be a lot easier to realize that this person is not my W anymore... she's someone else entirely, someone who I wouldn't want a R with after all...