Well, I guess the good thing about hiding behind the computer and talking on here is that no one else cept you guys and my closest friends know that Im not doing any better with this all. As far as he is concerned, he knows none the better. And it shouldnt matter what he knows or thinks anyway, right? I guess I really am no closer to detaching as I was the day I logged on here.
I dont know how this will ever get any easier. It seems like I do so well for a few days, then I have a bad one. A really bad one.
Thanks again Starsky. I need to detach better. NC I have down.
We all did that MrsD. But with each day, we got better, missed our loved one less, and learned how to fully let go. It's a process...one we are trying to help you get through. The longer you resist (the process), the longer you torment yourself. But we are here for you now and will continue to be.
