Well, I guess the good thing about hiding behind the computer and talking on here is that no one else cept you guys and my closest friends know that Im not doing any better with this all. As far as he is concerned, he knows none the better. And it shouldnt matter what he knows or thinks anyway, right? I guess I really am no closer to detaching as I was the day I logged on here.

I dont know how this will ever get any easier. It seems like I do so well for a few days, then I have a bad one. A really bad one.


Thanks again Starsky. I need to detach better. NC I have down.


M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi