Just checking in to say I am grateful to have each of your support. Other than being dumbfounded myself Denver about W, I am okay. I have been able to laugh at some of the sich. I know I will be have more UPS and downs, here and there, and I also know that I am truly getting better.
I still love W as the mother of my 3 children and care for her well being. I question aeccepting he back, eve. / if that is an option. If not, in the end I can tell anyone and everyone, especially the kids later in life, that I tried my best, ido my best, and I did with integrity.
A few weeks ago I read the book "Perks of Being a Wallflower,". In there is a quote, "we accept the love we think we deserve.". At first I applied it to W, from a clinical perspective it made sense about her. Then I flipped the the quote and I applied it to myself, it too applies from a clinical context, yet I want better for me!
