Snodderly I am having anxiety bad. I took a xanax. i only called about a phone bill. I am in bad shape tonight. I don't know if I can live with this. He wanted to know why I didn't go to excercise told him I was tired. He can tell I am depressed. I can't hide it. Like I said the priest told me to confront him. When I think about the deception it is killing me. How do I get over this?