Glad to hear you guys are doing well. I guess I would have to say I am as well. Spent alot of time reflecting with my therapist last night and im actually in a really good place right now. Im still sad about the demise of my marriage and am ready and willing to try and improve that if and when she decides to, but .......and here it comes....im sure Denver's gonna like this one because i've resisted saying this for so long....
Im going to be fine either way at this point. Whatever the outcome of this is, im going to be a happy person who enjoys life....and quite honestly, whatever the outcome of this is its going to take a while before Im that happy person. If we start working this out its going to take a while and if we don't work this out its going to take a while to get over, but I already feel better and smile more than I have in an awful long time.
Don't worry guys, im still committed like you wouldnt believe to saving my marriage, but i'm slowly accepting that its possible nothing I do will change the eventual outcome. Im still hopeful and hate for this post to sound like a downer because honestly im in a pretty good place today, but just like others have learned....she may have hardened herself so much toward me that nothing I do will change anything right now. Who knows...thats not what I want but i'll smile and love her through whatever until I decide IM done with it.
