Still together but trying to save this

[PeteWyo]

So I talked to my W today and she told me that she believes that I did have anxiety issues and that we had great times when we were alone and that we just had issues when we were around people. I told her that I was working on my anxiety issues and I wished she would be there for me while I was working through them. She said that even though she realizes why I was so withdrawn, she feels that the damage is already done and she is too hurt to ever get over it. I told her that pain will heal in time and that she would eventually be able to forgive me. I told her that I was going to continue to go to counseling and figure out my issues and that I encouraged her to do the same. So I am in this for the long haul. I am going to GAL and work on me. I'm not sure if it makes sense but I feel that GAL for me at this stage in my life might be harder than going through these issues with my W. I will get through this, one way or another.