Journalling
Lying on my hotel bed w tears streaming down my face.
I'm such a strong driven person usually, why can't I be done w this situation?


Why can't I stand up & say enough already?
I know I did the other wk but I wasn't done, I was desperate to stop feeling confused at not hearing from him so I took control.
Because I don't think he'll say different that's why (he did a few wks ago tho)
And it's hard to accept that someone no longer cares the way they once did

and then there's this part of me that thinks it'll be ok in the end.
he'll sort through his issues & he'll be back
but he hasn't even started & I'm still a work in progress

is he ever going to pick up the ball?

ME41 H39
T12 M9
Ilybinilwy 10/2010
H moves out 11/2010
H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011
Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012
Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-)
"Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"