More Journaling... Had a day-tripfor business up to Orlando yesterday to attend a conference. The conference went very well, the speeches I wrote were extremely well received, and I made a few new connections.
Being in Orlando was a little saddening, knowing I was only a 15 minute drive away from W, but as she hasn't reached out in 3 weeks now, I knew there was absolutely no point in seeing her and explaining the situation... I kept reminding myself that even IF I had a talk with her, the end results would be the same as they are today: I'd ask her not to reach out to me as long as OM is in her life. Instead, I'm just not reaching out... Trying to let my actions speak for me... But I still have a nagging desire to reach out in some way.
