Hi vero,

I know that feeling very well. (((((((((((( ))))))))))))))

the horse is bucking like crazy, trying to throw you.. hang on, hold your seat and you will develop some mean riding skills, vero.

pema would say that your awareness that you are in the place where you typically create drama/disaster is the first step. (Way to go in being aware.)

the second is to choose something else. (i know easier said than done.)

if all else fails... come back to the picnic for a shot?!? ((((((( )))))))


Me(f): 51 W: 41
DP:8 M:3 T:10
"W not happy" 7/11
D final: 8/13