W also made a comment that made me think, and guess she is partially right. She made reference to the roller coaster effect I've been in before. I had so many ups and downs in my moods. I went from begging, pleading and crying to being scornful. I would go from great moods to depressed moods almost in an instant. She thinks I'm just on my "high spot" of the coaster. Gotta stay the course and show her that my life is only getting better. I'm only getting better. And most of all what she is going to have to live without. At the end of it all, I am a pretty damn good person, father, and a husband! She needs to realize she is just as much fault (if not more) of this marriage breakdown than I am.
