hope you are on the blanket - because i am slightly off it, bounding around with a bit of "anger" on your behalf
some of our picnic sisters got really mad a while ago at my h and it was hard for me to see at the time, even though i appreciated their concern for me. and now i understand - i got so mad when i read your post about how your w treated you. i won't say more, because i'm practicing self-restraint
but I LOVE how you handled it. you are doing so great considering how edgy you were a few weeks ago. your w is SEEING the changes and it's unnerving her bad, and so she's just testing to see if she can get you to "revert"
i'm so glad that you are standing still and not letting her get to you. if you're edgy or shaky after this, which would be understandable , come over to the blanket - let's have popcorn and cake and large shots of whatever your pleasure is
i also love that you quietly referred in your post to YOUR tests that you expect w to pass.
btw - without intending to make you "relive" the past - how long since BD? i only noticed a short while ago that you signed up here in '04 and i'm confused - tried to go find you first thread but couldn't
also - how are the goals going - you monitoring?
love ya, brave girl - you are showing a bucketful of courage and strength here during this time
(((((((((( )))))))))))) zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
