Before we got our Labrador I had a Rottweiler for 12 years, she was such an awesome dog. After she died I couldn’t stand to look at pictures of her, it just hurt too much. I know it sounds like a silly comparison but I am experiencing the same thing with my W. It’s like she died and I really don’t like seeing pictures of W right now. Every now and then I might see a pic of her on FB or she might email me some pictures of her and the kids and I have to look away as quickly as possible. I guess I don’t like to look at things that give me negative feeling. I know this might sounds ridiculous but that’s just how I work.
On another note, a coworker came up to me today and said, “Hey rough, did you see that smokin hot chick downstairs this morning?” I know the women he’s talking about and yes, she’s a hotty with a naughty body. Here’s the thing, I see these hot chicks and I feel none of them compare to my W.
I am heading to meet with my pastor later today and I am looking forward to getting his input. It’s also a good idea that I am seeing him because my 1st appointment with an IC isn’t for a couple more weeks.
