Divorced #5. And I think Im getting it..

[Mrs D]

Carnac - looks like youve touched others this morning with your post. Thats EXACTLY the thought I had as well. But what do we do? Sit back and fix ourselves, and hope that eventually they come back to us. Thats all we can do, right? Sux.

My PMA isnt too good today. Just feeling impatient again. I know two months isnt close to the amount of time that I continually put him through the stuff I did. And I know its going to take longer than two months to fix myself. I just feel the more time I dont have with him, the closer they are getting. I really do think this is a rebound relation, but they can turn to something more as well. And that scares me. But I also know the person that she is, or had been in previous relations, so Im hoping that side of her comes around. Soon. I pray hard to God daily for his help. And maybe he is, actually Im sure he is - but I just havent seen it yet. I know he is helping me find me again though. I guess that should be all that matters right now. Happy Wednesday! Day 11.