3 years aftet D-Day and i finally registet

[Am I Too Late]

Another thing..... When mother-in-law was in the hospital 3 1/2 years ago, my wife said 6 months later that i dropped her on the face of the earth. I thought i was doing the right things by picking up our son from her and also paying for all of her gasoline and 2 thousand dollars in car repairs and a carton of cigarettes each week.

I definitely realize i should have been at the hospital more and would do anything to go back and do it all over again.

On several nights per week i was staying at my office very late working with my website developer and also was in the middle of starting an online contractor to homeowners site.

She is right. I could have and should have been home more for her.

Now, she is still holding on to deep anger and resentments towards me. No matter what i have done to make amends to her for that and how sincerely i have said i am sorry, she still says that she is not sure she can ever forgive me, but at least she says she believes me and also recently admitted that she knows i did not do anything intentionally to hurt her.

I felt like she was pushing me away when i wanted to reach out to her. I didnt know at that time that she already had been texting her old boyfriend 4,000 times pet month and talking to him 20 to 40 hours per month also.

I hear she has a current new boyfriend for the past 4 to 5 months too. I dont know if that would be considered a rebound relationship or not.

Since her sister intervened 2 weeks ago to get her to finally call and visit our son, we have been texting in a friendly manner, usually when she initiates it.

She is supposed to visit here Thursday night and we may talk because she wanted to for a change. I asked about what? She said, everything.

I still have not been served the divorce papers, but i know her lawyer filed them on January 6th of this year.

I am trying to get my company started again awaiting general liability insurance quotes on a less than shoe string budget.