I was able to salvage my happy face and sort of a PMA this evening, albeit a little subdued.

H actually came home on time tonight. But with another reality check for him. He fell through a ceiling at work and was luckily able to catch himself on the beams before he fell to the floor below. His leg is scraped up and he is hurting. I told him that I was very thankful that he wasn't seriously injured and asked how it happened.

A little bit of small talk at dinner and talk with D, but that is about it. He actually came back to the table while D was finishing eating, which is out of the ordinary. H usually gets up when he is done and goes out to the computer. I told him about a rabbit I saw at the humane society today and how it came up to you when you approached the cage. He said "We're" not getting a rabbit. So, a little bit of together speak.

I didn't really talk to him much after dinner, as he was looking for a bag for the bike and I was looking for a swim suit. I did show him a picture of a haircut I am considering to see if he liked it and he said yes. That is a positive as well because he could have said I don't care.

I read a chapter in CoDependent No More and will try to read 1 chapter per night. I think it is going to be helpful to me. I can identify with the sitches presented.


M44 H57
D17 (special needs)
M 18 yrs
Bomb 7/2/12
Still living together