Kev,

I think I have read everything I could have ever put a search phrase to, yet my understanding of what went on and is now currently going on does not remedy my situation.

I thought that I was doing my best version of DB, witht the MAJOR exception of having a near PTSD Thought Disorder. I let my own contracting company go under due to not being able to concentrate an ANYTHING else except for how to restore my marriage and family.

Ed


Me, 55 W, 36
T, 10 yrs
S-9
M, 8 yrs
1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa
2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa
W, AA relapse early 2009-Current
W moved out 2-16-2012
New OM 5-2012