Hi Snodderly, thanks for the response and support!!!
I especially like what you say in your last sentence on acceptance...so true.
Just google "Beyond His Dark Materials". That will take you to it. It's pricey, unfortunately (all academic books are) but you could always try to find a library that has it.
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