Still together but trying to save this

[PeteWyo]

Sorry it has been a few days. Here is an update. I had decided to bring the photo album to dinner but leave it in the car. When she arrived, she had a gift and card with her so I felt compelled to to give it to her out of reciprocity. She said she really loved it but still showed no emotion at all. We had a great dinner until the end when we talked about the R some. Shouldn't have happened but it did. I'm human, I'm sorry.

Anyway I have gotten to the point where I can finally detach. That anniversary was hard but I can finally be in a place that I can work on me and not dwell. She came back to the house and got some of her things. I had to take all the pictures down in the house of us. Not because I am giving up but if I am going to work on me, I can't constantly be reminded of the wife that is leaving me. It is too depressing. I am getting out of the house but sometimes I have to be there and staring at a bunch of pictures when we were happy was stopping me from doing that. She is going to an IC again today. Maybe she can get some closure there.