Nice job. It's great to see that you are doing better and having all these revelations.

Take care of yourself so you stay healthy and strong.

I felt the same disgust every time I thought of my H's PA. I still have not been able to let go of the hatred toward the OW. I'm trying to avoid ever seeing her again. She lives 5 miles away and plays tennis at all the tennis clubs in the area, so maybe at some point I will see her again. I hope it's not any time soon. This woman might be one of the worst people I've ever encountered in my life, and now that I think about it, if my H had stayed with her, that would've been karma--well deserved.

Anyway, hang in there. We're here for you!