Thank you, Breakdown. I had a meeting this am and one is a little bit, but that hasn't really kept my mind occupied. I do plan to go to the gym after the next meeting and walk on a treadmill.
I did cave and call H because I wanted to hear his voice. And some how that made me feel better. He asked me what was wrong and I told him I was overwhlemed and trying to dig out of a hole, which is true.
I will try to stay strong. And somewhere inside, I know I am worth and am the real prize. I know that POW cannot hold a candle to me, I just have to get that person back and show her to H.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together