Quote: 11/02 Join this BB as JackieH, but change name as too obvious in case he snoops
Thanks for posting that info I was wanting to send hubby here but didn't want him to know my thread titles when i signed up I used my IM buddy name not even thinking about the fact that I might some day try to send him here so that he can possibly get some advice or just check it out if he in fact watches the videos
some of my posts aren't the nicest since i was journaling here & feelings have been raw during some of my posts
Quote: He makes comments about if he is here that night (when talking about the week), I asked his schedule of when he'd be staying here and when at his house, as he said he wants to spend some nights there, but he just says he doesn't know.
I feel if everything isn't perfect, he is going to bolt. I don't know if I'm just being jerked around. He was so excited on Tuesday about his goals, but I don't know if the reality of us being back and the kids being annoying just was too much, that he conveninetly forgot how hard being a parent is and he is gone.
I want reassurances from him, but I know not to ask. But the pit in the stomach is back. The tears are back and I'm just tired of picking myself up again and again.
Jackie
I know this feeling right now Been a crazy 2004 so far & can't tell where it's headed hopefully over to this board but for now i'm still in MLC trying to ride it out
