About the time I signed off my computer this morning I got invited to go surfing. So I decided to go. (GAL!)

I took the SUP to White Plains with a couple who are super good friends. I said to them I had never gone ass over tincups before. Silly me, Today I did! I got knocked off the board 5 times total, thought the lifeguards were going to have to come get me. I mustered the strength to turn that darn board over and climb on. Got to shore and pondered kissing the beach.....

And X comes home with the paperwork I need to get the military to pay my half of his retirement to me. He then rushed outside to work on something and talk on the phone with OW.

It irritates the crap out of me. And then made me think of what my friends had to say to me today. They think X or I should get out of the house. They don't think it is good for either of us.

And they both expressed how much they cared for him as a friend and their confusion over this. The wife said she had always been touched by how caring he was toward me. THAT made me ponder (It is a 45 minute drive home from that beach) that my part in this whole thing has a lot to do with my depression issues.

Nice day.

Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
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