In this thread I think I need to explore what I need to do to better cope with the situation while sticking to my plan.
Through my meditation classes I came across "Acceptance" as a way to help focus on my life. Acceptance is the kindness, generosity and openness in the understanding that what is simply is.
To ask the question about why my mind is clouded, what provokes the thoughts troubling my soul, and simply let the question answer itself with the knowledge that it will. There is a certain peace in this. It's what I strive to reach over the next few weeks.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then