Thanks Starsky and Needgrace. It's heartening to know that you guys are here supporting us all through these tough times. It's tough stringing together a few good days then sliding back to where I am today... wanting to reach out, wanting to start some kind of dialogue, just wanting to hear her voice or read her words (not counting the strictly business emails she'll send about progress with the work she's doing with my company)...

But I'll be fine, and I've got a great support system right here! smile