I think we will be able to remain decent to each other. So much hurt on both sides. She is a wonderful woman and I have no anger toward her. Hurt, sad and disapponted and yes I will always love her. That said I wish her nothing but good going forward. I will always be grateful for out time together. She has been a tremendous help to me and my girls going through this custody mess and I do realize how painful this has been for her. She needs to move on and I need to let go. This has just been too much for her and really it would be for anyone. I have to stop kidding myself. I will never be able to have a realationship while I am still dealing with my crazy ex wife.
Going to a divorce support group tonight. Was going last week but got side tracked. Really be helpful to talk to someone face to face and get a shoulder to cry on.
Going to be hard to go outside and see her new friends car sitting in her driveway. In the process of buying a house. Something I thought would help pathe the way home for her but now I am going to be alone is 3400 sq feet of heck. At least it will finally be a place my girls can call home.
M-45 W-44 2D - 11&13 2SS - 11&17 Married 10/10/10 Bomb 3/5/12 Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12 Back together 9/12 Seperated 6/13 Divorce Final 11/13/13
