i'm just adding my two cents here- saying i know what you're feeling. have a h in the mlc boat- it's awful- when i'm alone i feel it most. he's convinced he's on the road to happiness without me- we're still in each other's lives- i have no idea wherre we're going - probably no where.
i just wantd to say there are alot of us out here- doing what you're doing- trying - wondering if it's worthwhile. what makes me stick with it- despite the odds i think- is that if not this, WHAT would i be doing??? nothign constructive probably - it's something to do, to try - while i try and regain my "feet" in life- my life maybe, my self, my inspiration about going on alone (possibly) etc.
you can always give up tomorrow- i just try and get thru one day and then one nite (and hopefully sleep_ ). it's gotten easier over last year- it's by no means good with me- or fixed or totally done or whatever. my mlc h is making me nuts - i keep reminding myself it's my choice to try this- to try something. it'll get better. i'm not great- but waaay better than a year ago- so that's something rite?
anyway- sorry you're out there- you've got alot of people here in your boat too- it's a great place to come when you have no idea where to go or who to tell. tell us.
