Like I have said in the past seems like all this $hit happens for reasons and I as of yet have not found out what it is.
I'm right there with you, I'm in constant prayer and always asking God to show me what his plan is for my life because I'm just not seeing it. I honestly can't see how all this pain and suffering is supposed to benefit you or me or anyone else here. God ordains marriage, in my opinion marriage and children are the highest calling we as humans can do for God. So why do our prayers for reconcilation fall on deaf ears? How can separation/ divorce possibly serve God better than marriage? Yeah we can blame it on our spouse's free will, but personally that seems like a copout to me. Even the worst marriage deserves God's intervention to save if one believing spouse is asking him to. Hopefully one day we can look back and say "Oh, now I see why he allowed that to happen." But for now it's just pure pain and mysery and beyond my understanding. It's really frustrating.
