WAW Spouce wife says she is not in love with me.

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Thanks for the words. I only write on here when I am down I think. I have been going to the gym every week since all this has happened and believe me she has seen the difference. My kids gave me a shirt for my bday and I wore it so they could see me in it when she would drop them off to me. She made the comment that she will need to get me a bigger size next time and smiled.
I am trying to detach myself. I have been going out with friends and keeping busy.
I am on a few dating sites and not hearing back from anyone is getting to be a pain in the butt. The women that are emailing me I am not interested in.
I was supposed to go out with someone last week but she canceled on me as well. She met someone else from a dating site.
Like I have said in the past seems like all this $hit happens for reasons and I as of yet have not found out what it is.