Mondays are tough, Alkaline. I think that we get ourselves ready to deal with the weekend and we go out and have a great time, forget about things... Mondays the reality creeps back in.
Don't apologize for expressing how you feel. reading your post this morning made me feel not so alone in these feelings.
hope you find a good way to care for yourself today
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Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13