And chaces are you are still going to, which IMO, is quite normal. You did spend YEARS together and they were not all bad.
So rather than fight it...why not embrace it. Love him enough to really let his as* go.
Hope all is well with you.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans