Sleepless night. So hurt with her actions. She had to know that living 5 houses away I would see or at least there was a chance of me finding out. Maybe that is why she did it so that she could finally end things. A month ago we were back and she loved me and wanted to work our marriage problems out now I just don't see any hope of ever repairing all this damage.
Not sure how I am going to handle this. At one point tonight I thought that I would write her father an email and basically say good bye and defriend everyone and her from facebook. But I know that give her family is Mennonite it would really hurt them to know she is dating and still married. So sad and lost.
Truly did not see this coming! We had talked before and told each other that we would let the other know before we started dating someone else. Guess I had to find out the hard way.
M-45 W-44 2D - 11&13 2SS - 11&17 Married 10/10/10 Bomb 3/5/12 Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12 Back together 9/12 Seperated 6/13 Divorce Final 11/13/13
