Journal: I have to turn this around for me. Ok...thinking.
--I need to make sure I go to work. I can't regress into a mess. --I can ask my mom/dad to come over midweek so I can get out of the house. --Do not pursue H. Let him call. If he doesn't feel like it, it's not me. It's him. Do this for the week. --Stop checking her damn messages. Willpower.
Not sure if I should just look at moving out now. Just cut the cord. leave the house.
I am not feeling rational right now.
Me& h + S M: 13 t: 14
H moved 2/12. Own apt 05/12, EAs, PAs, gfriends, oh my! I'm done. 12/12
"I get knocked down, but I get up again.. you're never gonna keep me down" Chumbawumba