and yes, we are noth jumping back in, he isn't, and I am not. We are actually in separate rooms, on separate floors lol. I am really taking time to just take time to figure out how I feel, if this is really who or what I want, and if I can even begin to trust or think that we can survive this.
He is doing the same. For now we are doing things that require team, like groceries and bills, and yes we went and had a good time the other day but we were really adamanent about no hand holding or intimacy or touching or even kissing-- I want no part right now, seriously.
WE are definitely in an adjustment phase, but not back to really being married if that makes sense. More like roommates. lol.
M-28 H-28 M-9 1/2 years T- 12 years PA- 01/02/12 (still going on)