Tomorrow is a New Day

[hopefulinga]

I guess the other thing that bothers me is the number of times he's told me that he doesn't understand why I don't trust him, that he's been 100% faithful to our vows, etc, and then I know he is not being 100% truthful. Maybe that is too much of the lawyer in me.

So, I think at the end of the day I have to say this is an inappropriate friendship which I can do nothing about. I will continue to try to make him realize that I am a good catch. He is on notice that it makes me uncomfortable, so maybe that will mean something to him.

So, tomororow I am going to check in on joining the Y. I also am having the pooper scooper people come over because I cannot keep up with all of the dogs we have!

Part of what I've realized is that all of my GAL activities are business/volunteer related. Other than massages and pedicures, I really don't do anything for myself.