Tomorrow is a New Day

[hopefulinga]

I'm sure he's tired and in the back of his mind he probably thinks I'm accusing him of something. I just want his honesty.

I did make him one of his favorites tonight and told him we are happy that he is home and we talked a little bit about the trip. I told him I would be interested in seeing the picutres of where he was. I have some other favorites planned for the week. Actually, that's about all I make, otherwise, I get in trouble.

I don't know why he has to blow off energy other than being in the plane for a few hours. I knew that he would ride as soon as he got back. From what I can tell, he was gone about 1 1/2 hours. I think riding gives him time to be alone and to think or just clear his mind. I am pretty certain he is confused about me, and my DB coach said he would be.

I went back to the airport before dinner to drop off some supplies. He was still a little bit distant. I was by myself and he had every oppotunity to tell me to go fly a kite.

So, like Brklyn said on another thread, I need to make myself the prize. Knowing what I know about this woman, no prize.