H will be home sometime this afternoon. He told me Friday about when they would be leaving and I saw that a flight plan is filed. He hasn't not called D16 this am and also did not last night. He is having to use the house phone where he is and I'm sure that's pretty uncomfortable.

It is much easier not to think about him and let my mind wander into other scenarios like it did Friday when I keep busy. Mornings when I am alone and have not heard from him or seen him are still a little difficult. I'm trying to read the paper and do the wash.

I believe today will be ok when we see him. The goal will be to keep the positive momentum through the week and to successfully pass his tests.


M44 H57
D17 (special needs)
M 18 yrs
Bomb 7/2/12
Still living together