Today is a tough day on the old PMA, but after I'm done writing this, I'm going to clean my house, go to the gym and take my doggie up to the park for a while...
Before all that, I just wanted to write a bit/journal. Woke up from a dream about W missing her more than usual. The sting of not hearing from her for more than 2 weeks is tough today, especially since our respective colleges are playing each other in football... something we surely would have been enjoying greatly today...
I have a big time urge to reach out to her today just to say hello, but I know it's not a good idea and I won't be doing it... Still, it's so hard to not reach out knowing how angry she seemed the last time we talked a couple weeks ago.
Well, that's enough complaining for the day. As per usual, I miss her, wish she was working as hard for our M as I am, and would really like to see some sort of progress... but I'm going to go GAL, keep busy, and look forward to tomorrow, which will certainly be a better day.
